Zombie

I’m a walking dead

a crawling corpse

I refuse to die even though

I’m already dead.

I died several years ago,

there was lightening and I fell,

I fell by his side, like many others,

I fell and I saw me, and him.

He took my hand and

showed me the world,

he spoke of nature and reality,

of love and compassion.

I sunk into a lake and dissolved

into the water, into the world.

I was drank by the living,

I became flesh and leaves.

I died and didn’t understand

the meaning of my death,

maybe just a dream and

nothing more, just a vision.

I died and started to rot,

piece by piece I crumbled,

slowly falling apart completely,

inevitably, hopelessly.

I cried, asked for help, screamed,

but nothing could stop it,

nobody could help me,

my dead was a fact, a reality,

I died, and now I see my corpse,

I see my empty grave waiting,

it’s time to rest, it’s time to sleep,

it’s time to stop fighting.

I died because I asked for it,

I called the lightening,

I sat and waited, I sat and saw

the huge graveyard I joined.

We all died by his feet, by his words,

we all died to follow him,

trust and faith, prostrate and surrender,

death and rebirth, wisdom and love.

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Life, death,

miracles and tragedies.

My cat plays his part,

I play mine.

All at the same time,

all at the same time.

All happening at once,

forever.

Good and bad,

illusions and delusions.

All at the same time,

all at the same time.

I play my part,

you play yours.

What is your play today?

tonight?

How do you play?

Who do you play?

I just play my part,

my part today.

Emptiness, meaningless,

all at once.

Vastness and bliss,

all at once.

She is still here,

she is love pouring out.

My past and my future,

all at once.

She is with me tonight,

he is with me tonight.

She payed her part

and I played mine.

It’s all about love,

all about love.

Love everything at once,

love everyone at once.

In the end please remember

that I loved you.